WORDFIGHTING

remember me on your young age.

2010-11-14T22:59:00.000-08:00

Chaotic.
This is chaotic.
Chaos is everywhere; even in your eyes.
I've never seen such expressions and light comes out from yours.

The expression is the same as what I saw when the moon turns blue.
when the sun turns red.
and all the wishes are gone.

all you did was crying; until your sore throat became the only reason why you should stop crying.
and you look at the mirror.
and found out that you were me.

shoe, songs.

2010-10-30T09:26:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking of a runaway.
that's why I keep asking you songs. because i think by knowing what songs you listen to, I would know what were you thinking.

but gosh, how i make another mistake. because by that, I can hardly let you go.
It's like you'll always be there in my feet, as a shoe that can't be taken off.

getaway

2010-09-25T08:35:00.000-07:00

Well.
I love listening. to everything. so when people ask me to listen, i'd love to do so. so when you give me earphones to listen, i'd love to do so too.
I listen to several new people these days; try to understand how things work out up there in their mind. I was surprised of realizing how stuffs really shocked me, that most of these kids in my age do feel the same way as I do. especially when things didn't go as we first plan or want.

Which I think is normal--I bet so does everybody. Especially those who are now currently staying in the age of mine. in a 'youngster who is not supposed to act like one' condition.
I wanna break off this box that i am trapped in. So I've been thinking of a getaway. To a new place where I can learn and find something freshly new and exciting. at least I dont wanna be in a trend where people think 'everything should be as I desire'. As I see people fight even their hardest to get what they want through anything. they get more even more and more selfish. Rather than not wanting to be trapped in the trend, I also am afraid to get contagious of that way of thinking. I. wanna. take. a. getaway.somewhere.

(tumblr)

A perfect month of a getaway, all alone, meet new people in a new fresh ability can be very nice. I hope I can do that after my graduation after make it to my dream university. Amin amin amin yarobalalamiin.

GAH, IM IN A BIG APPLE!

2010-08-28T21:02:00.000-07:00

edited using adobe photoshop cs4.
I know I'm not that great of using this, and this is all I got.

TUGAS TIK

2010-08-28T21:00:00.000-07:00

1. Pengertian Grafis Vektor dan Bitmap

Pengertian Grafis Vektor

Grafis vektor adalah objek gambar yang dibentuk melalui kombinasi titik-titik dan garis dengan menggunakan rumusan matematika tertentu.

Pengertian Grafis Bitmap

Grafis Bitmap adalah objek gambar yang dibentuk berdasarkan titik-titik dan kombinasi warna.

2. Kelebihan dan kekurangan grafis vektor dan bitmap

Kelebihan Grafis Vektor

· Ruang penyimpanan untuk objek gambar lebih efisien

· Objek gambar vektor dapat diubah ukuran dan bentuknya tanpa menurunkan mutu tampilannya

· Dapat dicetak pada resolusi tertingi printer Anda

· Menggambar dan menyunting bentuk vektor relatif lebih mudah dan menyenangkan

Kekurangan Grafis Vektor

· Tidak dapat menghasilkan objek gambar vektor yang prima ketika melakukan konversi objek gambar tersebut dari format bitmap

Kelebihan Grafis Bitmap

· Dapat ditambahkan efek khusus tertentu sehingga dapat membuat objek tampil sesuai keinginan.

· Dapat menghasilkan objek gambar bitmap darionjek gambar vektor dengan cara mudah dan cepat, mutu hasilnya pun dapat ditentukan

Kelemahan Grafis Bitmap

· Objek gambar tersebut memiliki permasalahan ketika diubah ukurannya, khususnya ketika objek gambar diperbesar.

· Efek yang diidapat dari objek berbasis bitmap yakni akan terlihat pecah atau berkurang detailnya saat dicetak pada resolusi yang lebih rendah

3. Mengetahui aplikasi untuk membuat grafis vektor dan bitmap

Program aplikasi untuk membuat grafis vektor dan bitmap itu banyak sekali macamnya, seperti Page Maker, Corel Photo Paint, CorelDraw, Adobe Photoshop dan masih banyak lagi yang lainnya. Tetapi yang akan dibahas disini program aplikasi CorelDraw dan Adobe Photoshop.

CorelDraw merupakan salah satu program yang banyak digunakan dalam pembuatan desain grafis dan editing Bitmap yang dilengkapi dengan full color management system dan interactive tools yang memudahkan dalam pembuatan dan editing suatu objek.

Sedangkan Adobe Photoshop merupakan salah satu program aplikasi yang digunakan unuk mengedit sebuah gambar (image) menjadi gambar yang lebih menarik, serta bisa menyunting foto dan gambar-gambar yang telah di-scan ke dalam komputer.

2

2010-08-27T07:56:00.000-07:00

I feel like a two-faced bastard.
I offer help, without really thinking of what the impacts might be.
I broke myself for the hundred times, and i have to accept that i cannot blame it anyone else. that all happens because of what i did. and now that I am fixing after breaking my own self. Collecting pieces of me that split on everywhere. i found each of it and pour glue on them. do that all over again. and i can tell you that i'm really busy doing that.

tidak ada janji

2010-08-27T07:33:00.000-07:00

Waktu tertawa dan mengajakku bersembunyi.
Dibalik hentakkan kakinya. dibelakang hingar-bingarnya
Bukannya aku menolak; aku hanya tidak melihat sebuah janji disana.
Kemudian menarik tanganku, merengkuhnya, menatapku penuh harap.

Aku tetap menolak.
Aku tidak melihat sebuah janji.

Ia pergi. Semua pergi. Satu persatu, perlahan-lahan,
hilang tanpa bayangan.
hanya aku dan sebuah kertas yang tersisa.
Sampai akhirnya ia membawaku ke secercah janji.

Ah, aku dapat tidur dengan tenang.

- Dianti S.

BIODATA TUGAS TIK; sekilas ttg dianti.

2010-08-10T19:33:00.000-07:00

Saya adalah pemilik dari blog dengan judul 'WORDFIGTHING' ini.
Saya sudah menulis disini sejak sekitar....setahun yang lalu, mungkin. kenapa saya pilih 'wordfighting' sebagai judul blog saya? karena saya adalah seorang yang sangat suka bermain dengan kata-kata --'. kurang lebih begitu. karena kesukaan saya yang berlebih tersebut itulah, kemudian kata-kata yang saya rangkai itu jadi terlihat saling tabrak-menabrak, sama-sama ingin terlihat menonjol antara predikat, subjek maupun objek, hingga muncul lah ide dalam kepala saya untuk menamai blog saya dengan judul tersebut.

oke, langsung ke inti permasalahan.
Saya dilahirkan di Jakarta, 23 Maret 1993. Menurut sumber-sumber terdekat saya, yaitu kedua orangtua saya, saya dilahirkan pada bulan Ramadhan, dan cukup merepotkan (menurut saya) karena saya lahir saat jam berbuka puasa. alhasil seluruh kru yang membantu proses kelahiran saya agak sedikit tertunda jam berbuka puasanya. tapi disitulah kita diajarkan untuk saling mengerti, dan saling berbagi pahala. benar kan? benar kan? benar.

Karena sebab-sebab diatas, saya diberi nama Dianti Ratih Ramadhani. Dianti dan Ratih diberi kepada saya karena satu dan lain hal yang rasanya saya tidak begitu ingin ungkapkan karena alasan personal, dan Ramadhani adalah karena saya lahir di bulang Ramadhan. hehehe.
Saya adalah anak pertama dari empat bersaudara; adik pertama saya, Didik Ahmad Prabowo lahir dua tahun setelah saya, kemudian Dinda Tri Nur Tiara lahir 7 tahun setelah saya, dan Adik saya yang paling kecil adalah Dion Ardhitia Furqon, lahir setahun setelah Dinda.

Sejauh ini, cita-cita saya yang sangat ingin saya capai adalah lulus SMA di tahun 2011, dan melanjutkan kuliah ke Universitas Indonesia, jurusan hubungan internasional. Kemudian saya ingin agar dapat bekerja di Departemen Luar Negeri, atau menjadi seorang jurnalis kawakan seperti Andy F. Noya. Karena saya memang sangat suka untuk meneliti masyarakat yang ada disekitar saya, dan saya juga sangat suka menulis. menulis tanpa aturan, terutama.

Sekiranya itu saja yang bisa saya sampaikan sebagai biodata. Pak Deden, apabila bapak membaca blog saya, saya mohon maaf apabila biodata yang saya tulis tidak selengkap yang bapak harapkan :D

2010-08-10T19:16:00.000-07:00

HELL TO THE OOOOOOO!!!
I dont know any better greetings rather than "how are you?" or "how is everybody doing?" and sort of those.
and so, im gonna greet you guys first.

HOW ARE YOU?

my life lately is like a giant cup of ice cream. it's cold, soft, sweet, and sometimes i found some extra stuffs...................or you can say 'toppings' on ice cream. i can't think of anything but 'national exams' and 'snmptn' or 'ui' these days. these stuffs got me mesmerized. i know i shouldn't make it this way, it can turned out into something that burdens me, and as we all know, what burdens us, often make us fail. ohno. i should change the way i think.

NEW IN SEVENTEEN

2010-05-21T06:58:00.001-07:00

Such a long, way too long absent.
I even forgot the password and the email of this blog. This long absence is because I'm a little too active of my twitter account -->@diauntea (Blessed if Follow :D)

source

Things start to be different now. Even I laugh, Sad, Feel, in a different way.
This has been the third month of my seventeen (which is so far, so good ;D)
Life seems to move pretty fast. as fast as the car that took me to school day by day and took me back home and took me here. and maybe will be taking me back to school, to life, to exams, to love, to everything every other day. Until maybe life gets bored of me, and take me off to heaven. someday (of course when my children and grandchildren ARE BORN and become successful).

Life is much more than what's in front of my eyes. It's hard to realize about that. I just realize in my seventeen years old.

Just a Come Back Post About Those Kids

2010-05-21T06:49:00.000-07:00

photos are taken from facebook. Arendziano's camera on our trip to Situ Babakan

They've brighten up my life.

UNREADABLE THOUGHTS

2009-12-14T05:22:00.000-08:00

I dont know how to express in proper words, so I post these pictures just to let you know; I wanna scream to the top of my lung, and cry, but then forget all those and smile again. let me choose.

I Confess

2009-11-09T06:23:00.000-08:00

That I can't stop seeing you anywhere.

You're the reason why I'm stuck.

You keep making me spinning around my own head.

You make me confess.

And hey, I haven't even known you. I hope that we can talk to each other .

(Just can't stop posting pictures from icanread.tumblr.com!!)

Pardonneur

2009-11-02T02:52:00.000-08:00

(Mbak Ajeng)

C'est le temps de pardonner, et laisser tout le monde passer.
Parce que je savais que si je garder cette colère, je ne vais pas me brûler, mais aussi, je perdais la force d'affronter la vie dure.

KINGS OF CONVENIENCE-BOAT BEHIND

2009-10-30T17:42:00.000-07:00

Another reason why they catch my heart perfectly.

HOW CAN I NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM??? HUOAHUOAAAAAA

selfish

2009-10-30T06:33:00.000-07:00

DAMN.
Now I regret about the way I've been acting. I've been thinking. It's a whole bunch of selfishness that controlled me all over.

all over.

I can't even think clearly about this problem. I SHOULD'VE LET GO. I DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING BAD. OR DISTURBING HER. HIM. THEM. BOTH. It's simply just.....................
a honesty. I'm not expecting anything will turn back to me or bring her down!

It's like I'll never forgive myself if something bad, or unexpected happening to them both.
I don't wanna be selfish.

I'm sorry for making such of statement. I'm hurting you, and I know :')

IN LOVE WITH

2009-10-29T06:01:00.000-07:00

Hello, people! How's your life going? Good?

I'm now in huge addiction of Kings of Convenience's 'Mrs Cold'. Oh, I wish I could have the Declaration of Dependence CD, so I can hear all of their songs without having to search and downloading :(

Fascinating pictures from Erlend Oye & Eirik Glambaek Boe, "Kings of Convenience". I love it because they really seem to enjoy their lives to the most which also makes me feel that way :D

soundtracks

2009-10-20T16:58:00.000-07:00

The 5 songs which take my heart perfectly are :
1. I.S.A.A.C- Tahiti 80
2. Gentlemen don't - Gabe Bondoc
3. Happy- Never Shout Never
4. Lisztomania- phoenix
5. Hook up - holly city rollers

Listen, and you'll feel the same way as I do, promise(lebey). Wehehehehe

TOMODACHI

2009-10-19T05:49:00.000-07:00

(Digga, Fitha, Bily, Me, Fitra)

(Bemo, Pancar, Gilang, Dindra, Ivan)

Pertemanan berarti menjalani waktu bersama sama, menempati tempat yang sama, menarik saat ada yang terdorong, mendorong ketika merasa tertarik.

Bahkan Ketika hanya ada tikar yang cukup ditempati oleh tiga orang, kami rela menempati tikar tersebut dengan melebihi kapasitasnya, asalkan "NO-ONE GETS LEFT BEHIND".

GENTLEMEN DON'T

2009-10-18T17:39:00.000-07:00

So this is Gabe Bondoc, a youtube star and I knew him from my friend, Fika who got his song from her cousin.

One thing I'd like to say about his music; INCREDIBLE. Beautiful in it's own way, and what makes me even more adore his music is because his music is totally unplugged. And this is my favourite song, he said he wrote it himself, so the song's called 'Gentlemen Don't'.

His recover for Adele's song 'Chasing Pavements'

And he also recovered some songs. I reccomend you to see his recover for Michael Jackson's 'Man in the mirror'. I'm so in looove with his sweet voice and unplugged guitarplay! whehehehe.

Visit his youtube channel (www.youtube.com/gabebondoc)
or his myspace (www.myspace.com/imgabe)

COOL!

TIME MANAGEMENT

2009-10-14T02:44:00.001-07:00

I think I should've got to go to bookstores and find a book about time management. I'm totally out of it. I should learn how to manage my times. Or I need inspiration about how to manage my time neatly. nicely. perfectly.

I want to have a life full of discipline which came straight from my concern.

Anyway, I've passed the third days of midtest. Went nice as far, except for that damned mathematic. Sometimes, it's just hard to be logical. I prefer to do something abstract.
What do you think?

BLOODY MONDAY

2009-10-08T04:52:00.000-07:00

I DON'T WANNA BE ALONE.

---
Nothing exciting happened for this week. As if being trapped in the same routine, huuff. Cheerleading-thing went nice, and it's like cheerleading is the only thing that is exciting me, you know, I can jump, roll, run, throwing someone into the air, laughing, yelling, dancing, until I feel I'm losing all of my energies.

And because I was bored, I spent most of times in school by playing, and studying might be the second stuff that I would care about (nggadeng--takut dibaca nyokap wakakakak)
And it was just this afternoon that they've announced--reminded-- me about midtest that will be held in monday.

BLOODY MONDAY.

And I dont exactly know why the hell did they change all the rules of this bloody midtest. Dont ask why, how or what, whatsoever. we were pissed as hell.

monday, is now my biggest fear. remembering that I don't want to have bad scores on stuffs, so I need to off and get back to the front of those books.

Au Revoir!

CLOTHING

2009-10-02T08:08:00.000-07:00

(all from the sartorialist)

I've been planning over and over again to go to pasar senen with everybody. I don't mean to just waste my money(s) or just always having fun. It's just I have just figured out that I never really thinking about how do I look anymore, I was kinda bored with fashion these days, HAHA. I needed to find something strange and different. So that's WHY, I need to find some inspriration about what would I want to find in Senen if I'm going there. Except for those high heels. I definitely hate walking up in heels, trust me.

by the way, I love the tone of those pictureees above sooo much! :D

Hahaha. I just love seeing flowers on my photos. Refreshing my mind and eyes. What do you think?

ME OR YOU

2009-10-01T03:44:00.000-07:00

Look, imagine that these are parts of yours.

it's your own hand

it's your own toes

it's your own laughter & happiness

it's one of beautiful part of the world you still can see

(my collection of photos)

So respect yourself, like you're as beautiful as the flower. Love yourselves. Love others.

TOMORROW

2009-09-30T07:22:00.000-07:00

Is the first day of school since a very beautiful holiday. feels like being awaken from a long, delicious sleep and a nice dreaaaaam.
Hush, I really should stop all of THESE and get back to the reality I'm in.

Loads of unfinished homework too, by the way. I hope those nicey teachers would forget the homeworks or forgive me without 'cutting' my score anything at all --' hahaha.
I hope I'll go to school with all the spirits I have and enjoy every minutes there, start making marks in my life.

( Gustav Gustafsson, Simpsons on flickr photo sharing )

What caught my eyes the moment I decided to dream away. Do you understand?

Off to bed, need some delicious sleep up here before off to the reality. One last beautiful dream :'o

IT WAS LIKE THAT

2009-09-27T19:25:00.000-07:00

Flickr photo sharing on FFFFOUND

It's really annoying to face the fact that I still do envy her. I don't understand why, It's just hard for me to step back, because of my regrets. I don't regret because he's now with her, it's just because I regret because I never try hard enough. Despite the fact my feelings to him are decreasing, still, my mind is dominated by regrets.

You really have no idea how I hate this, I want to let go.

DAYDREAMING

2009-09-24T05:16:00.000-07:00

(Jan Von Holleben)

These pictures are simply explaining how do people dream. And maybe how I dream to be a Superman (technically, superwoman) who can make myself jump across two buildings, who have those super power that I can help heaps of people, who can bring out the world peace and spread the happiness everywhere.

But until today, I've found out that it stays still just a dream. And at the same time, I'm trying to make it a plan, until I can figure out what significant step I would do to change my life, and when I'm ready, People's life.

LIGHTS AGAIN LIGHTS

2009-09-23T04:59:00.000-07:00

Dinda, Dion & my cousin's hands and feet

mbak mayang was taken candid

Dinda& Dion Mas Didit

all of my cousins are attaching the fireworks

It's been really greaat to be in this lebaran holiday. Spend most of the times with family that I seldom met. I was born as a 'Jawa-Kalimantan' but you know, neither my grandparent's house is in Solo nor Samarinda. Both houses are in Bogor & Cinere, so our 'coming home' never really bothering us. Instead, the quality times I've spent with my family this lebaran was-a-total-BLAST! HAHAHA. What about you, folks? has it been great too?

Again, these lights were dancing around me
everytime it happened to me, I don't feel like I need anything
But friends and those people who love me,
to be next to me,
and someone
to be the place I can share my happiness with.

SAY SAY SAY, DVD BOY

2009-09-16T09:40:00.000-07:00

I assumed that most of you high school guys know Provoke Free Magazine, right? And I definitely am sure that your school had received the latest edition, right? HA-HA-HA.
And if the answers of all of my questions are right, you guys would also have seen this page;

DVD Boy. A new disco electric band.

So last week after school, I was a kind of hurry myself up to bring myself home. I was running quite fast but Digga and some of my friends are running after me. They warned me not to forget to open the inbox of my facebook messages. And after I reached home, I did what they warned. And that was actually some qualifications to make a video dance using 'SAY SAY SAY' song from DVD BOY. And they say the winner will get the chance to appear in the official video of their latest video clip. W00-hoo! and here are some of our snapshots while we're preparing for the first shooting of this 'say say say' video.

(Gilang-Dindra-Pancar)

Ajojing yegaaaan akakakakak

And it went awweeesome! Never thought that our very simple lightning concept can make such a quite good result teheeee

And here some of the snapshots while we're being directed and directing each other about what to do every next part of the song :

But of course, we met some problems in the progress. We did the whole shooting first at our friend, Danu's house. But because of one and another reason, we cannot continue the shooting, and suddenly we ended up back in my house, to continue the shooting. We chose Danu's house, because the concept of our video is 'Disco Dancing', which means needed a dark room so that the disco lightning can be seen clearly.

But by the time we moved to my house, we just realised that my house is too.....bright. I mean there so many lights in my house. But because of our creative mind (wakakaak) we can handle that easily, and continue the shooting in a very fun waay!

P.S. wish us luck guys, hope that our video can be finished ASAP and be one of the winner :D

YOU KNOW THAT

2009-09-12T22:22:00.000-07:00

I really want to start writing again.
Pouring thoughts and imagination into a letters then word concepting, statements, chapters.....then a complete story. Wish I can make it hehe.

KOREAN FEVER

2009-09-11T19:28:00.000-07:00

When it comes to see expressions, I always move my hands towards my camera, put my eyes in the shutter, and hit the button! I don't know, there's just something fun about seeing & taking expressions, everything seeeems so natural.

( People on these pictures are; Dinda-surprised, Mira-Happy dopey, Dhewe-Scaring by putting an angry face, Putri-Laughing & Indra-staring, Panji- Curious )

Okay anyway, I've just watched the 4th DVDs of Nowadays Korean Drama, Boys Before Flowers. As you know, it's the Korean version of Meteor Garden, or the manga itself, Hana Yori Dango. I know it's been late for watching because most of people had finished the watch since unless 2 months ago. But still, people (mostly girls) TALKED about it, until even now. So I decided to buy the DVD and follow their steps of watching. And ta-daa! the same virus or fever goot me too!

And I now can see why people are craving to watch this movie. Why? Becauseeeee, they way that Jun Pyo ( Lee Min Ho) treats Geum Jan Di ( Koo Hye Sun ) is succcchh a thriiil! He tried to speak rudely and act like he doesn't care about Geum Jan Di, but what shows that is he is crazy for Jan Di. The cutest scene according to me is everytime Jan Di & Jun Pyo spend their times together, for instance like this :

I can't show you people the whole cute scenes, but these above are some of them. Oh, how I wish I were Geum Jan Di, wakakakak ( apabgtdah ).

Okay, now I'm going to finish the last DVD, and trying to find another good korean dramas.

Catch you later, people! :D

Where do I go?

2009-09-09T04:32:00.000-07:00

Entah kenapa beberapa hari belakangan ini, gua sering banget mikirin apa yang mau dan akan gua lakukan di masa depan. Apasaja. Entah itu buat diri gua sendiri, atau buat orang lain. Sering juga gua ngerasa menyesal sendiri tentang apa aja yang udah gua lakuin selama gua menjajakkan kaki disini, sampai hari ini.

Yang gua sadari, sampe hari ini hidup sangat, amat valueless. empty. gitu2 ajaaaaa. membosankan. Oke, mungkin gua menjalani hari hari gua dengan bahagia, normal & ceria bersama teman2 gua disekolah, juga keluarga gua dirumah. Kalopun masa remaja yang gua habiskan berwarna, warna yang gua tumpahkan bukanlah warna ngejreng yang bisa bikin gua sadar betapa berharganya hidup ini (JOEEEE, besok ke oprah aja dah gua wakakakak), melainkan warna warna soft nyaris nggak keliatan yang membuat gua selalu terbuai, dan memanjakan diri gua sendiri.

Tapi at least, gua masih bersyukur karena setidaknya, gua masih diberi kesempatan untuk berpikiran seperti ini, yang berarti gua masih punya kesempatan untuk merubah dan membenah diri gua, buat jadi seseorang yang lebih dewasa, dan nggak mentingin kesenangan semu aja.

Wish me luck, people!

EARTHQUAKE!

2009-09-04T08:33:00.000-07:00

It was an Earthquake which came to us two days ago. Did you feel it? Yea yea, it was 7,3 ritcher I heard. And they said tsunami will also come to us if it's more than 7.8..... while we're now in 7.3. IMAGINE HOW CLOSE.

Myself I was in PIM on the earthquake day. I hang there with several friends after school to watch movies and we planned to break our fast together. But it was an EARTHQUAKE that I felt when I took a line in the theatre to buy tickets. I was with two friends, Digga & Dindra, and neither of them can feel it before I yelled. And we finally started to panic right after the floor we stepped on SHOOK. And we saw all of the people inside 21 are yelling, and bursting outside, so were we.

But thank god, it stopped. it was sooo quick that I can hardly believe that earthquake was disastrous.
But anyway, we still took loads of pictures that day. It seems that earthquake can't even beat us when we're together! wihiii!

Hallu!

2009-09-04T07:24:00.001-07:00

(model: nokia goceng)

WE SEE MAGIC! But why oh why, they can't just see us?

The first top gadget of mine that I can hardly let it be away from me......
Is my lovely-dopey simple cellphone. Maybe it's not as 'sophisticated' as a blackberry, or somewhat, but simply because I've got loads of good news from there. It's been here in my pocket since quite a long time ago. And I'm surprised because it never feel bored about me.

come & go

2009-08-29T08:57:00.000-07:00

(from the net)

I've once liked someone soooo much. And with no hesitations, I felt that I might get him, someday. So I did--what I thought-- my best to have him here in my arms.

But what I found was he ran quite away from me, and finally settled down in the arms of anyone else's.

That hurts you know. Hurts, because I still can feel it until now.

But I don't wanna care. I don't wanna know. I just want to be free from these thoughts of him, I just want to get my own freedom. Because I feel like he's the police who kept convicting me, controlling me, and jailing me.

I just want to let him go and go and go and go.

Is that wrong?

CAHAYA.

2009-08-27T02:27:00.000-07:00

Ini aku dengan cahaya.

Melintang kesana kemari,

Ia tak peduli dengan keberadaanku

Namun justru disana tidak hanya aku yang mencarinya

Melainkan semua orang

Aku ingin menjadi seperti cahaya

Seperti yang mengelilingiku saat ini.

( The girl in the picture; Adinda Kalyana)

THEY'RE IN MY SCHOOLTIMES

2009-08-27T02:20:00.000-07:00

And makes it nice to be through.
Makes want to spend all of the time in school.

Makes me laugh & Learn lots of things.

They're called friends. Don't want to let them go.

KIDDOS

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( Kayla, Toriq, Kaisha, Astri. The four of the kids are my younger cousins, loooove them!)

Kid's expressions are always natural; They expressed what they really felt. For the exact times, Kids are the most expressive human being you'll always see.

Back to the time of my childhood, I remembered that I never felt disturbed by a single thing. Problems were never burdening, because they'll easily be cured by other people's claps & cheers. Outside it looks nice to be like a kid, even forever; Free, Young, Never Wronged, and People will always be there for you, they'll stand for you. But think, if you always thought to be a child, you'll always act like one. Is that cute? No, because you'll seem weak.

BELITONG ISLAND

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(Belitong Island, Indonesia. Taken by my Parents while they were there)

Where you can find a nutural beauty within spreads of colors. So glad my parents've been there. I hope I can also be there someday. I guess it's just more than beautiful to get there accompanied by Families or Friends!

Part of our town,

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(Old collections of mine, taken in Kota Tua and Surroundings)

THE OTHER SIDE.

2009-08-21T07:53:00.000-07:00

(Muller-DIESEL)

Bravery is one of the most important thing if you want to make a major change in yourlife.

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How are you, people? okay, I hope you're all doin' great. What about me? well, not that fine I guess. I'm just excited about the fact that we'll face Ramadhan just in about 24 hours! yeeeay!

Just so you know, I'm on a holiday now. Glad, because I've started to feel bored about school thingy. I felt like I need to spend more times with my family, huff. But still, friends are the greatest spirit-increaser when you have the lack of spirit, trust me.

And the second thing I'd like to share.......is my broken-heart thoughts about PATD (fyi, I've been their big fan since I was in 8th grade, so it was like from 3 years ago) gave up their two members, Ryan Ross and Jon Walker. Sad, both are so.......talented. I can see that Ryan's actually had a very unique sense of music, I thought this is so bad.

But Brendon and Spencer (the other two members) remain there in PATD. they're great, f'course, and I guess they'll bring back the favour and the real character of PATD's just like in their first album, a fever you can't sweat out. Do you notice that there are some changes between their first, and second album? hmm I guess you definitely do.

Anyway, Ryan and Jon, the former PATD members, now decided to make a new band called 'The Young Veins'. I was so curious about that, so I decided to listen to their first single called, 'CHANGE'.

Well, how do you think they are? I personally think that The Young Veins is way, way, different from Panic at the disco. For Ryan's voice, I think it gave a retro touch to the song. And the arransement, that reminds me to the Retro band like The Beatles. Don't you think so?

But I hope for their decisions of splitting up, is the best for both bands. Good luck, Patd & The Young veins!

LATELY

2009-08-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

(Ladytron on FFFFOUND)

LATELY.
Not meant to be late. or vanished.
Blown just like a tiny drop of dust.
Gone. Lost. Vanished. And too late to be found.

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Bukan satu yang merasa hilang.
Melainkan berjuta yang merasa satu,
kemudian hilang dimakan angan.
Apa yang terjadi denganku,
dengannya,
denganmu,
adalah sama.
Jangan pernah merasa satu, lalu hilang.
Maukah kau sendiri?
Sendiri seperti itu,
Merasa satu, Lalu hilang.

INTRODUCING.

2009-08-21T07:39:00.000-07:00

Hi, all!
How are you people? Well, who's not hoping for not to doin' great!
Okay, as a standard introducing-system, I'd like to tell you my name. My name is Dianti. Most of people know my surname is Dianti Saddono, which I took from my dad's last name. Okay, I've actually had a blog before. Click if you're curious. Butttt, I didn't really know what to do with that blog, except for fun. You know, I've been blogging there since two years ago, and LOADS of nonsenses post there. So I decided to make a new-maturer looking blog, and I hope that I can make a lot of advantages here.

Catch you later! xoxo